I just cannot get into this. I’ve decorated every inch of the house and made the cider and bought the gingerbread house kit and we went to the mall to see the lights and look at Santa (we do not LIKE Santa says the biggest of the small ones) The gifts are all hidden away and the menu is being planned and I even know what I’m going to wear on Christmas day, and still.
I’m just not feeling it. I keep trying to figure out why. Is it because we ordered the kids stuff on-line? Is it because I don’t expect any surprises under the tree because I made a list this year? Is it because we aren’t going home? I just don’t know. But whatever it is I just don’t care much about it.
I don’t like it and not liking it is making me grouchy and even less into it. I just want to put away all of the glass ornaments that I keep fishing out of the toilet and throw away my stupid tree because half of its lights went out and put the house back the way I like it. Which is just wrong! I typically LOVE how the house looks and feels when it’s decorated. I don’t get it. I wont give up. Must try harder!
How are you doing? Are you feeling the season?