You guys, YOU GUYS! I’m half way there. 20 weeks today, can I get a WHOOT WHOOT! thanks.
Monday is the “big one” the show me what you’ve got ultrasound and I am going crazy waiting.
I’ve always seen myself the mom of boys. When I’d picture the future it’s just always been that way. I did have a few girl dreams in the very beginning of this pregnancy but once I had the first peak at Olive at my first appointment that went away, I’ve since only had one baby dream and it was a boy. Just one. Odd to me since I had lots of headless boy baby dreams before I knew it was Nate, always a boy, never a face. This time, nothing. I have no intuition or feeling whatsoever. I awoke one morning and thought “it’s another boy, of course it is.” But, honestly? I have NO IDEA! Nate is sure it’s a “sistah” and that’s about as strong as an opinion as we’ve got to date. As long as I’m being honest, let me say I think I will be a touch sad either way. If it’s a girl I will be sad that Nate wont ever have a brother. If it’s a girl I’ll be a little sad I wont ever have a daughter. That being said, I just wanted another person to come live with us and which ever part he or she has is so damn welcome that at the end of the day it totally doesn’t matter.
So, tell me! What do you think? I’ll share after we call our people Monday evening – can’t have the real life people reading it here first.