So, what the heck? No, not you. I’m asking myself. Casa de rockin’ has not been, well not in a good way. Another tuff week. Nate’s two front teeth are just about to pop, read, runny nose, congestion and the lovely teething diapers. I have a cold, Mike is getting a cold (Nate’s not sick, sure of it, he would tell me if he had what we have!), my cat is on twice a day antibiotics which is a part time job itself, and then there is the big itch of 08.
Despite all of that I am doing my best. My best this week means I got two showers and should be food shopping right now but its going to wait until tomorrow. Nate is napping and I should shower now, but no, I think I will blog and eat cookies with my Chai. I love Chai, have I mentioned? Speaking of , well sort of. Nate is tolerating a bit of caffeine. I can drink a half can of diet coke now. She says as the clouds part and the angles rejoice. And, last night I ate curry! OH! So I guess things are looking up? Ha ha! I’m funny. Really, just ask me.
I’m a bit lonely. This happens more than I’d like. Mike works too much and Nathan is the worlds cutest company but he doesn’t get that excited about my new nail polish or the Coach bag I want to carry his diapers in but wont buy, yet still obsess over. He is a little more interested in my scrap booking supply addiction (OMG- is a problem!) because he appreciates the time I put into making his photos look even better, then again, he wishes Id put down the adhesive ribbon and maybe play? Where was I, oh yeah. Lonely! This is a major side effect of moving to a new place, you’re alone. I did make a friend with two boys but she is SO busy that we don’t see each other much at all, and Amy is coming soon (induction date is the 20th!! squee) but she will be all wobbly and blurry eyed so it will be a while before we are back to full gf status. Maybe, just maybe when she gets here I will bite the bullet and do the Mom group thing. Amy is about 50x’s more outgoing than I am, I’ve sort of got all of my eggs in that basket. She watched Bruno for us once and when we came back she knew all of our neighbors by name. I had lived there for 6 years and didn’t know any of them. She was there for a week. Hmm.
There is a new’ish couple that moved in across the street, she looks to be around 7 months pregnant. I’m trying to come up with a reason to knock on her door. She’s not getting the hint, Nate and I are on the front porch every now and then when she gets home from work, just waiting for her to notice so I can say Hi. Need a new plan.
I wish I wasn’t such a shy nerd in new situations. It just takes me a while to get comfortable and be myself. Every real friend I have thought I was a bitch before we got to know each other…. that sort of cripples me now. Though now I think I’d just come across as desperate. Not much better.